03/11/2019

Brunch with colleagues from hotel. Having fun and listening to them and their stories. Being quiet but enjoying the time with them. Getting a bit tipsy.
Going with Monika to her place because I didn't want to go home. She lives at the same metro stop where we got together. It was painful to be at that place again. Without you. A lot of tension. Sadness. Not knowing what to do but managing it.
Breathe in and out.
Packing. Moving back home is not fun.
Going to unexpected gathering with friends. Having fun when listening to stories of one of them from 1 year in the USA.
Lucerna Music Club. Dance floor. 80's music. People. A lot of them.
Trying to stay calm.
Hiding at toilet.
Panic attack.
Leaving early.
Crying on the bus on the way home.
Breathe in and out.